Finally A Place for me to vent!

After visiting a blog sista's blog I discovered she has a separate blog just to vent...I thought it was a good idea for me to do the same! That way it is not mishmashing with my art blog!

Today my family are going to get for help with food and bills...UGH...It was a last resort...and I have been holding off as long as I can....We have been trying as hard as we can on our own to make ends meet, but it was just getting to the point we couldn't do it alone. I have made copies of damn thing that they might need. I really don't know what to expect to happen and I am just trying to stay postive that we can get a little help to get us thru.. It is so hard to stay postive all the time! But if I give up I am not only giving up on myself but on my family as well.

I want to take time to apologize for pushing sales on my other blog....it is a must right now. Just hope all my blog sista's will just ignore it lol....I don't like being pushy! When things get tough I get tougher. And a pain to deal with!

Seems like everyone is going thru all sorts of trials right now...God is testing us! And doing a mighty fine job at it! I try to keep in mind God helps those who help themselves. God knows I am not going to give up hope! But how much more does he want from me! What more do I need to be doing?! I know the answers are there...I just have to find them...Usually the answers are right under our noses or we had thought it or wrote it out...We often answer our own questions which in turn means Gods answer. Time for me to figure out what I am not doing and JUST DO IT!

Nancy